Confucious comes calling at a confusing hour.

Whoever does not believes in Darwins theory of evolution must have not so uncommon sense of common sense.
But me being common. i somehow see myself and the world changing around me with more fluidity then general Rommels war plan.
I believe nothing teaches you more about life than watching life itself. Just sometime sit and feel the forces that have shaped you and which are right now shaping your destiny. Because these forces are shaping the ever changing you. Whether for good or for bad will be decided by no one except you.
Sometimes i feel like i have seen it all. Love, hate, jealousy, grief, guilt, greed , lust, passion, compassion and lots of feelings which i would have been able to write had i ever considered my english teacher to be more important than necessity.
then i realise, like a kid who has just enjoyed his first ride in an amusement park and is onto his second, that i havent seen it all.
That i will never see it all.
Its like a software development cycle. Everything you have experienced and are starting to get used to, will knock you unconcious the second time with a new and improved version.
From losing friends to love 2 losing loved friends.
From crying for love 2 see loved ones cry.
From breaking hearts to heart breaks.
From killing guilt to guilt killing .
There are so many paradoxes and still the urge to experience them all.
So much sadness but the urge to kill it all.
So much hate but the love for it all.
So much tears but the urge to wipe them all.
So many things unfinished that the urge to finish them all.
So less but to see too much in it all.

The urge to leave today. but to come back at it tommorow with more will than yawl.